Luckiest Man

I have plenty of things to be thankful for in this life. I sometimes brave the rapids of self-doubt and apathy to find that little bit of truth I hid beneath the pain that life brings. In these melancholy times I get to counting the cost of my own transgression and whether I should or shouldn't put them down .

Jesus Christ redeemed me 2-1/2 years ago yet I still hold grudges like a badge of courage for all the world to see. I often get morose and angry for no real apparent reason and fight when I should just let things go.

In these times I need to seek the word of the Lord and the peace that he can only bring.
Sometimes I take my own advice, sometimes I fail and let my inner-demons run rampant.

It is ultimately my choice to follow or do as I wish
Thank you Lord for giving me that choice.